This is not a course or a subscription. It’s a place where we reckon honestly with light, darkness, and how our lives hold both.
“We have only ever known the back of the world.” G.K. Chesterton · The Man Who Was Thursday
There is a line in Chesterton’s The Man Who Was Thursday that captured me. Gabriel Syme, at the very end, says: we have only ever known the back of the world.
That is the image LUX lives inside.
The source for this series began in my own season of darkness. Years of disappointment, loss, and a quiet desperation I didn’t talk about publicly. I plunged into a long stretch of reading Ecclesiastes and Job, my favourite book, wondering what it meant to hope when the darkness didn’t seem to be going anywhere.
What I found was that hope and light work the same way.
Light doesn’t just illuminate what we see. It articulates reality itself. A black hole doesn’t consume light so much as bend it around itself, using it to reveal its own presence. Even in the darkest gravity, light finds a way to show us what is actually there.
LUX is me working out that structure. In the register of Oh Night Divine, through the same kind of written reflection and guided audio reading, it’s a peek into the book I have been working on for two years. It will not rush you toward resolution. It will sit with you in the tension.
Oh Night Divine began on the shortest, darkest night of the year. LUX begins on the longest day, the summer solstice, where light is at its absolute fullest.
What it means to live from the dark side of reality, where Job was answered, where Chesterton’s Syme arrived, and where most of us actually spend our lives.
Not a metaphor. A physics, a metaphysics, a theology. What light actually does, and what that tells us about hope.
The darkness does not always lift. The promise is not rescue. The invitation is to stand, and to find that standing is enough.
Summer is not a soft season. It is a demanding one. What it means to step into the fullness of light after a long winter.
LUX begins on June 21, the summer solstice. The longest day. Light at its absolute fullest.
This is not incidental. The series is built around the argument that light is structural, that seasons are not backdrops but teachers. Beginning at the solstice is the thesis lived, not described.
Bi-weekly written reflections, each crafted to be lived with rather than consumed. Guided audio readings for listening and re-listening. A cumulative printable PDF that grows through the season.
One price. One time. No subscription.
LUX draws from LUX: Hope from the Back of the World, a philosophical and theological memoir in development. This series is a living preview of that work, written in real time, in the same register.
Like anything creative, this series may ebb and flow. Part of the joy of creating is relishing the journey. I hope to do that here, together.
“This series is so good. I’ve been enjoying it immensely.”
“Beautiful words, Tim. We need more of this in the world.”
“Your work is giving me a new appreciation for chasing beauty.”
Purchase now. The season begins June 21, on the summer solstice. Reflections, audio readings, and a cumulative printable PDF released across the season at the pace the light allows. I hope you’ll join us.